Wow! 40 years in U.S.!!!
You are right. It is time to resolve some of the old issues, and have some real fun entertaining yourself.
True blessing often comes in disguise. Though it doesn’t seem to be much, you are provided with peace, and all that’s necessary to live a humble yet worry free life, with rare agility to explore the world if you so desire. On top of that, you are given the satisfaction of seeing all that you care and love are well on their way to have a decent life.
You have spent your entire life entertaining others. Isn’t it time to give some attention to yourself and allow you to be entertained by others’ creations? As you so often reminded me, the world is beautiful when we love to live in it.
Happy birthday my sweet forever young lady!